I’m back to blogging again. Believe me or not, I don’t have anyone to share my boring days with. Today feels so long because I got up around 7 AM to help my mom prepare lunch for some guests. I think it took my mom, sisters, and I about 2 hours to prep and cook everything. We made rice, fried chicken wings, beef larb, sour greens, boiled greens, sweet and sour soup, and salad. A lot of food, huh? After that, my parents dragged us to go pick some more greens at my auntie’s garden. We just came back and I am beat. I’m going to take a nap and then work out with my sister later. Tomorrow I’m taking my sister out to get her some shoes for graduation. I was struggling with what to get her until she mentioned to me that she has no comfortable heels to walk in. So, that’s the plan for tomorrow. She’s walking on Sunday! Exciting, right?!

Every summer, I always try to stay out as much as I can because I like my skin tan. This summer, I want to stay as white as I can, so I’m staying in, lol. Gosh, I am going to look sickly in a bathing suit, lol. I just want to keep my skin away from the sun. I’m serious about taking better care of my skin AND my hair. Sigh, I’m such a girly girl.

I need my own place so I can get myself a puppy!!!!!  Either a puppy or a little niece.  I hope one of my sisters get knocked up, lol.

I have been following a lot of beauty gurus on YouTube and lately, my new obsession is skin care.  Oh my gosh, if I had known at a younger age how important keeping my body moisturized was at a young age, I would still have that soft, smooth baby skin.  I hate how rough my skin is now.

This sucks! It’s almost 5 and I can’t make myself sleep. I need to because I don’t want to lose my morning to sleep. I need to whip myself back into shape, and I want to workout at least 2 times a day. I want a very light workout in the mornings and an intense workout in the evenings after dinner has settled down. I was going to start after waking my bf up for his dentist appointment at 8 because by that time, all the kids would be at school and one would be up getting ready for school, so I won’t have to worry about waking anyone up.

Anyways, this was how I ended up on tumblr. I have been up since 4 and it’s almost 5 now.

At first I thought my sister was talking to her boyfriend in my dream. I wasn’t completely knocked out so I woke up and remembered that they were both still talking when I fell asleep. I was kind of groggy so a part of me thought she was sleep talking because I only heard her voice. I turned on the light and asked if she was awake, and she said “yes”. Since I was already up, I went to the bathroom to pee, and now I can’t sleep. :(.

I also have a lot on my mind and every time I close my eyes, I think about them. They make it especially hard for me to sleep so I was going to blog about them, and this was how I ended up on tumblr.

This blog is pointless now because I am not going to blog about them anymore. I am going to try to sleep them off again.

I’m such a loner. How depressing. I think I was meant to live like this for the rest of my life. I’ll live.

I won’t stop.

A player will always be a player until someone wins at his game. I lost. Next! :D

It’s easier to hate me.  Just hate me.  

Job hunting after tomorrow’s final! Going to work real hard this summer so that when I graduate next summer, I can get the hell away from these people. The thought of this excites me. I can’t focus and study….:(

Wish I can run away now. Just gotta have patience.

Slowly distancing myself from you. I’m at a better place in my life when you are not in it. Currently hanging on that last, thin thread because I can’t let go yet. I’m not afraid to break free from you… I just want to see you on your feet first. I still care for you but I need to take out all the negativities in my life, and you are one of them.